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About Me Member Antagonist ChriSZxxx14/Female/Germany Recent Activity Deviant for 7 Months
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Because I want to cheer myself up a bit

Wed Aug 19, 2009, 8:55 AM
At the moment I'm quite depressed. I don't really know why but it is like that. Everything bothers me and at the same time nothing. I've never been a very sensitive person but now I even cry when I see a sad picture or something. And I never cry because of films or pictures or stories.
I can't draw anything, don't like anything. I just sit there and think how shitty the world is. I feel lifeless and empty. I'm stressed. And when I don't feel empty, lifeless or stressed I feel sorrowful...
Everything started in the vacations. At that time it was just from time to time. But since school started it's getting worse.
My friends say: Take your mind off things! Distract yourself! But it's not that easy. It doesn't matter what I do, I just feel nothing but unhappiness...

Ahaha, who cares about this journal entry. xD

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  • Current Residence: Neuss, Germany
  • Favourite movie: Brokeback Mountain, Slumdog millionaire, Burton-/Ghibli-films, Le fabuleux destin d'Amélie
  • Favourite band or musician: die Ärzte, Mando Diao, Joe Hisaishi, RHCP, Franz Ferdinand...
  • Favourite poet or writer: Eoin Colfer, Markus Zusak
  • Favourite game: Gyakuten Saiban! <3
  • Personal Quote: Art's there to make people happy and to beautify the world.

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*Valvaris 1 day 19 hours ago
Thanks for the fav :D

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~Kajita Nov 12, 2009, 3:00:33 AM
thx for watching ^^
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~Aelve Nov 11, 2009, 5:20:05 AM
xDDDDD I'm addicted to your "webcam" hetalia-animation thingy. Watching over and over poor korea getting pushed by Yao.

I wanted to ask, when is Lay's birthday? (Because it's not written on her ID-card)
Thank you~
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~ChriSZxxx Nov 13, 2009, 2:52:19 PM
xDD! Yes, I like my webcam animation, too. I' already wanted to have something new instead, but this one's so great that I just couldn't do it. xD

Her birthday is on the 6th of August. ^^
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~Aelve 6 days 19 hours ago
xD yeah! Did you draw it or..?

Okay, thanks! I wanted to draw her something and to make a surprise, but since her birthday's on August I'll just draw her something for Xmas XD
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~ChriSZxxx 6 days 18 hours ago
I didn't draw it, I found it in the internet. xD I don't know how to make such an animation. orz

xD I'm sure she'll be happy about that!
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~Aelve 6 days 16 hours ago
Oh xD I wanna learn how to draw animations!

I hope so ><
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~shiroang Nov 9, 2009, 6:33:34 AM
Thanks for the :+devwatch: and continual support and appreciation for my photography. :)

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~Tsuyukusa Nov 5, 2009, 5:13:49 AM
hey, süßes
wie gehts dir überhaupt?

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Art: the chocolat pieces in my peppermint ice-cream~ <3
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~ChriSZxxx Nov 6, 2009, 2:09:59 PM
hej hej. :3
...mir geht's etwas seltsam. ^^° Seit einiger Zeit stecke ich in so einem kleinen Loch drin, was mich ständig etwas traurig macht... Aber hoffe, dass es sich bessert. >__<

Und wie geht's dir so? >3<
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